apologetic

I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame

its 3.15 am, and i cant get to sleep.
not sure why. have you ever felt that the words you say never carry enough weight? or that the things you've said really didnt make a difference?

where do my words go?
to fall on unhearing ears.
where does my heart lie?
between broken glass and the sky.