a different kind of happy

would it matter much to you
that i'd always be the same
would it make you change your mind
and have it come crashing down again
maybe its bcos im trying too hard
and im pushing you away
im doing all the wrong things
and i cant find the words to say

i just want to be a different kind of happy
i just want to have a seperate piece of cake
could you make me a different kind of happy
so that i can hide it all away.

now im just sitting here
waiting for your call
im counting all my blessings
and saving each star that falls
maybe its bcos im trying too hard
and im pushing you away
im doing all the wrong things
and i cant find the words to say

i just want to be a different kind of happy
i just want to have a seperate piece of cake
could you make me a different kind of happy
so that i can hide it all away.