There's a full moon tonite

Do not distract me from the setting sun
for i'm resting in it its radiance
Let me soak in its waning warmth
and let me feel its dying embers
Let me taste the fleeting wind
and hear the last birds song.
Do no distract me from the setting sun
don't let the darkness come

ctrl-alt-del = reboot

Maybe I'm not but you're all I got left to believe in
Don't give up on me
I'm about to come alive
And I know that it's been hard
And it's been a long time coming
Don't give up on me
I'm about to come alive

Soup Boy Ends

yeah. soup boy is dead.
a failed heart surgery has terminated soup boys insistence on believing in the past.

mourn not for soup boy, mourn for the innocence lost.

Velvet Lovelies

Do you know where you are in your life
Are you walkin' in between the lines
I can tell by the look in your eyes
You're hurtin' way down inside
Afraid to leave your pain behind
Never know what you're gonna find
When you look up at the velvet sky
You will finally come alive


hmm...where's my velvet sky?

A letter to you

Elise believe I never wanted this
I thought this time I'd keep all of my promises
I thought you were the girl I always dreamed about
But I let the dream go
And the promises broke
And the make-believe ran out...

So Elise
It doesn't matter what you say
I just can't stay here every yesterday
Like keep on acting out the same
The way we act out
Every way to smile
Forget
And make-believe we never needed
Any more than this
Any more than this

audio, video, visual

Audio Input: Safri Duo 3.0 edition
techno/dance/latin rhythms/old school funk beats. in short a good time.

Video Input: Closer
Easily the best movie i've seen for a long time. If you havent seen it. go see it. beautifully woven story about people trying to make sense of it all. of being stuck in status quo.

Paul Giamatti is the ultimate loser i want to be.

Visual Input: 20000 leagues under the sea.
Not the first time i'm reading it. but never realised how much captain nemo gave up. to escape from himself and others, he resorted to extricating himself from society. i'd never have enough strength to do that.