Monday, December 27, 2004


hole ( P ) Pronunciation Key (hl)

A hollowed place in something solid; a cavity or pit: dug a hole in the ground with a shovel.

An opening or perforation: a hole in the clouds; had a hole in the elbow of my sweater.

A state of being for a 26 year old, male; carving out meagre existence in this dump.

note: Frank Miller's Sin City as done with Robert Rodriguez is gonna totally kick Fantastic Four's collective ass

boogie on drummer boy

Come they told me
A newborn King to see
Our finest gifts we bring
To lay before the King
So to honor Him
when we come

Little Baby
I am a poor boy too
I have no gift to bring
that's fit to give our King
Shall I play for You?
On my drum

Mary nodded
The ox and lamb kept time
I played my drum for Him
I played my best for Him
Then He smiled at me
Me and my drum


keeping time is the last of his worries

Tuesday, December 21, 2004


Hello there, my old friend
Not so long ago it was 'til the end
We played outside in the pouring rain
On our way up the road we started over again
You're livin' a dream....Wo you on top
My mind is achin'....Lord it won't stop
Thats how it happens....Livin' life by the drop
Up and down that road in our worn out shoes
Talkin' 'bout good things and signin' the blues
You went your way....I stayed behind
We both knew it was just a matter of time
You're livin a dream....Wo you on top
My mind is achin'....Lord it won't stop
That's how it happens....Livin' life by the drop
No wasted time....We're alive today
Churnin' up the past....There's no easier way
Time's been between us....A means to an end
God it's good to be here walkin' together my friend
You're livin a dream....Wo you on top
My mind is achin'....Lord it won't stop
That's how it happens....Livin' life by the drop
That's how it happens....Livin' life by the drop
That's how it happens....Livin' life by the drop


Hello my new old friend

Thursday, December 16, 2004

empty beer bottle

A lil bit of happiness is found at the bottom of my beer. Well up until the point that i realise that it was the last bottle of beer in the fridge.

And after thinking a bit, its not the bottom of the beer bottle that helps a mood, but the journey that gets you there. A lot of times in my life i've become obsessed with the end point, the place where i want to be. As a result i lose sight of the reasons why i started the journey. Mebbe thats why i always seem to start things i cant finish, or lose interest in things halfway.

People, Projects and Purpose, all of which have invariably suffered thru my inability to enjoy the process. They say begin with the end in mind. Goals are good, they measure a man. well its a way for a man to measure himself. I've tested myself... hell yeah... falling short is an understatement. Too many mistakes, too many errors.

picking up the pieces.

But you make me want to change.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Marlene Dietrich

It’s the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter.


me: "sir, please stop the world from spinning so I can get off"

The conductor: "son, I'm sorry this is the non-stop flight"

well.. i guess no one gets out of life alive.

there's something that im missing.
just gotta remind myself wat that is.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

dimebag is done

darrell is gone.
some guy shot him.

seeya at the big jam in the sky.

24 years to the day we lost John.

man :(

Wednesday, December 08, 2004


I've got to say there's something on my mind
About the way you've been for a long long time
You've got your mind set up on what your going to do
Let me tell you baby Momma didn't raise no fool
You're my little senorita .....mas bonita
You got it going on hey hey hey

Momma warned me about a girl like you
Said a girl like that is gonna break your heart in two
Your sexy legs and hair and nasty looking walk
Stop right there Momma you know that's what I want
You're my little senorita...mas bonita
You got it going on hey hey hey

- Los Lonely Boys

this song makes me smile

Monday, December 06, 2004


monday ends.

back hurts.
class was boring.
my chicken mcspicy with extra cheese.. didnt have extra cheese

idea taken from shu..

top 5 songs on my md on repeat
1. Dire Straits - Why Worry
2. Non Point - In the Air Tonight
3. Radiohead - Karma Police
4. AC/DC - For Those About to Rock, We Salute You
5. Tommy Tu Tone - Jenny ( 8675309 )

Thursday, December 02, 2004


i feel mediocre

i dont think i'm cut out to lock heads with the corporate machine.
not that i want to in any case. but more like i need money, money to survive, to provide for others in my care, etc.

seems like an age ago when i said i'd be content with what i have.
it's not that i'm not content with what i have. more the realisation that im not content with what i dont have.

and the damn back is acting up again.